I’m still so drained. All I really need is some travel. A couple days by the ocean, in shitty little towns, in the middle of the Hawkes Bay country side. I need to swim, explore, and spend hours at cafes where people pass by and I don’t know a single one of them; I want to be nameless and free. I need a lot of Kings of Leon and Snow Patrol, an open boot, some blankets and a nice view. I need someone to share hours of conversation with me and enjoy the silence that comes along with that. I need “some time in a beautiful place to clear my head” and realise that everything isn’t so bad again.